I want God to pace me, but I'm so hungry. This might not be it, but even just seeking is better than sitting. Even if I don't end up finding it. I'm also torn though, what about stow? What will that mean for all of my relationships there? Ugh, I'm torn. Wish this was easier.
But at the same time, I don't want to be compacent - content, yes. But not the other. I'm probably making a bigger deal of this than I need to. Nothing's set in stone, right? I'm just explorin' my options. It could just be a "side" thing after all. Maybe I can look at it like that?